Yes I am Emotional!

Yes, I am emotional.
I get mood swings.
I am mad and angry at times.
I am sweet and naughty at other.
I do everything as per my mood.

Yes, I am emotional.
I cry when you leave me alone.
I smile when you are with me.
I get angry when you avoid me.
I get surprised when you say sorry.

Yes, I am emotional.
I am not ordinary.
I am not like other people.
I decide depending on my mood.
I talk what I feel.

Yes, I am emotional.
I don't hide my feelings, 
I ask silly questions, 
Keeping every moment in mind.
I am depressed by doung so too.

Yes, I am emotional.
I sing and dance.
I throw tantrums.
At times, I also get into a trance.
I shreik to burst your eardrums.

Happy Mothers day

Mother; Ma; Mummy; Aai; and many other name she has but in all places she does same work; the work is to give unconditional love to their children no matter how rude or bad they are at times but she always cares directly or indirectly. I do not have exact way or words to express my thoughts for what she is but she is awesome piece of art created by god.

Dear Mummy

I love you so much i know this is not enough to show my love to you. you need my support and care every time. sometime i behave bad; get angry; says something which later i realize i should not have told you. sometime you too also become stubborn and make me mad and do such things which you never intended to do but does. No worries you getting old i know and i have to jhelo your tantrums bcoz someday i will be in your place and repeat the same thing..But you have done many things for us (me and bro); educated us, tried to give all that is possible for you and i don't want to forget those days and i wish i try my level best to keep you happy and never hurt you or make u realize that you are alone.. my words sometime hurt you as u know i am short tempered  but my heart loves you and need you always even if i get older. if god could have granted me one wish then i would have asked him to let me keep u with me always and no one dies stays with their family young and healthy and happy but that's not possible i know.... but i always pray to god for at least not to take you away from me so soon at least till you see your great grand children. If i would have ever hurtled you sorry mom but i really do care and want to give all happiness what i could give.

I know you don't know to read and there is no one who will tell you that your daughter wrote a article on you but whoever will read this i am sure they will definitely realize their mom love; care and memories...

Do love your mother and take care of them always....Make it Happy days for Mother always....

Where is my Love

Where is my love? every time this question arise in my mind especially when i see  those heart touching happy couple photos on social networking sites and some romantic or emotional song always make me realize there is something missing in my life.

What's wrong with me? I usually ask this question to myself, my friends and sometime to my mom. Her answer to this; "he is sleeping somewhere"; jokes apart.

                            

There is list of question i ask myself.
Do i look ugly? No but i am not too good like other girls but somewhat with average looks. My friends call me Dusky beauty.

Am i too fat? No

Is it my nature creates problem? No i am jovial kind of person.

Am I too complicate for someone to handle? No i am  not; iam short temper but at times.

Am i too hard catch for someone? No rather i am easy catch. Any Smart, intelligent, jovial, kind heart guy can make fall for him.

But seriously i have not found the answer till date.

 I had so many crushes in college days but i couldn't be someone's crush till date.My male friends tell me i am hot then what am i lacking? My friends doubt when i say i am single still at age of 27. i didn't dated anyone or i had any relationship with someone seriously. Even time pass or long distance relationship got ended within one month. Maybe i believe in Cinderella kind of love; one day he will come and take me away with him in his lovely kingdom of love and care. But when?

My friends make me count advantages of being single even i agree there are a lot of advantages and also its not like that my life is not moving or its like old dark sad story filmy type but there is pinch of masala is missing in it. My post would make you to think that i am desperate but i am not just waiting for right guy to come soon in my life. I want to be in love; cared by someone; be in relationship for some years and settle my life with him forever. Come soon Love waiting for you...

Be Strong

Suicide take away life of not only person who die but of those peoples who die everyday in their memories ;(

Stuck somewhere...

       

When i was child, it never came into my mind about life and dreams and who thinks at tender age as we are busy in our own world; care free nature; playing; studying and most important no responsibilities. I wish we could have lived those life till end with no responsibilities but then that would have been injustice with our parents; how many years they could have managed at least they need to share their responsibilities with children.  I am grateful to my Parents they did their duty wonderfully even if they were not educated; they made us educated and fulfill our basic needs. 

As i grew and started earning; i started realizing my responsibilities. Responsibility of taking care of my mother after father's death. No i was not alone my elder brother helped us and took care of us but those priorities changed after his marriage. I had no issues with him either and we decided to live our life separately. 

Being close to mom. I cannot imagine life without her. I wanted to give her all happiness she deserve. i wanted to fulfill her dreams; one of her dream is having her own house but the real estate prices in Mumbai are really high it is difficult to fulfill it especially in those areas where I want to live.  Savings from past 6 years has been accumulated to at least give down payment but then giving EMI becomes problem thanks to my salary and me. I blame myself for not being so active and intelligent; when I compare myself with others I found that I am confused girl. The problem with me is i cant take decision; decision which is right for me; i think too much or i get scared to take risk. Hope i try overcome on my weaknesses and pursue my dreams soon. 

Another dream of my mom is to see me getting married asap.  I am 27 now and don't want to get married and leave my mom alone. I need to take care of her and unless and until a man who understand this and ready to accept me and mom i will not get married. May be i think too much or may be i am possessive; whatever it is but i cant leave her alone and our Indian tradition doesn't allow mom to stay at in-laws place forever. And finding a perfect groom who is alone and accept my condition is hard :(

Wishes to do this and that; own good house, earn good salary and many more are accumulated enough and increases day by day; one by one but reality is so hard that i end up being sad at times.

Share love, share food!

We miss our childhood on children's day but do check out this video and think what they miss is really big than what we miss!!

We have been seen many children and people like this but have ignored and got busy in our life. This Children's Day pledge to share or give some food to them even if it could be little it means alot for someone. Happy Children's Day

Bachpan

"Ek bachpan ka zamana tha,

Jisme khushiyon ka khazana tha;

Chahat chand ko paane ki thi,

Par dil titli ka deewana tha.

Khabar na thi kuch subah ki,

Na shaam ka thikana tha;

thak haarke aana school se, par khelne bhi jaana tha.

Maa ki kahani thi, pariyon ka fasana tha;

barish mein kagaz ki naav thi, har mausam suhana tha.

Har khel mein saathi the, har rishta nibhana tha;

Gum ki zuban na hoti thi, na zakhmon ka paimana tha.

Rone ki wajah na thi, na hansne ka bahana tha; 

kyon ho gaye hum itne bade, 

isse achha to woh bachpan ka zamana tha"

Happy Children's Day